Diaries-34

Hello everyone! Welcome back to my diaires!

My day started at 7am. After I got ready, I straightly went to canteen to have my breakfast, as today's breakfast was Bread in the hall, which I hate it so much. 

My first hour was British literature by DA sir, where we had a discussion on this poem called BATTER MY HEART BY JOHN DONNE. 

My second hour was VE Christian studies by JAK sir.

My third hour was SHE/HEL by MW, where seminars had happened in that hour.

My fourth hour was Tamil hour, where sir talked about the deepwoods, that was in the past.

I came back to my hall and had my lunch early. I slept for 40min and then around 3:15pm, I went to MMIP for Today's think tank.

Should UG students involve themselves for research?

This topic is something new for me and I don't know much about the research stuff at all. But I can understand one thing, research is not an easy to do, It needs a lot's of information. For example, MSJ sir said once about Importance of women in Shakespeare's writing and the feminism in it as a research paper.

Hans.J.Freddy sir from the department of Political science said that, Research is nothing but an expression point of view. Though he had told many things, but this sentence strucked in my mind.

It was an interesting discussion to speak after knowing what Research paper is and how it is useful. 

In the end, they conducted a newspaper Quiz, which is very tricky and I found myself dumbfounded to answer.

Everyday, we learn a lesson from someone or something likewise, I learned what is research and its uses.

It ended at 5:45pm. When I came out, I saw my friend Gifson, where we had a small chat in the canteen and then I came back to my hall. 

That's it guys! See you in next blog!

Diaries-33

Hello everyone! Welcome back to my Diaries!

As usual, I woke up at 6:45am. I got ready and I had my breakfast, which is Idly and Pumpkin sambar.

My first hour was Literary forms by MSJ sir. We had discussion about essays and curriculum based outcomes.

My second hour was Tamil by Karunakaran sir. He taught about the poem Kambaramayanam continuation.

My third hour was SHE/HEL by JJ sir, where he had given Papers. 

My fourth hour was english, where sir was in leave today.

My fifth hour was GC Physics by Nirmal sir, where he had given Papers and also about the discussion of Exoplanets.

I came back to the hall early, as class ended soon. I had my lunch, which was Sambar and greens kootu. I was so tired that I want to sleep. I slept for 45minutes, but suddenly my friend woke me up, as Vatika is happening. Martin hall's residents, with judges and their warden, came to the hall for the garden checking.

They left at 4pm. I came back to my room to sleep again, but I couldn't. 

I talked to my Mom through Phone, where suddenly this Bible verse strikes out. 

Then Peter came up to him and asked, “Lord, if my brother sins against me, how often must I forgive him? As many as seven times?” ²² Jesus answered, “I say to you, not seven times but seventy times seven. 

                          Matthew 18: 21-22

I had a doubt on this verse and I asked my mom. She cleared the doubt for me.

Around 6:30pm, I went to upstairs to take my dried blankets off. I saw my friend Vidhyalakshmi and I chat with her, for half an hour. Then I came back to my room and later I had my dinner. 

Now, we are rehearsing for upcoming DEEPWOODS.

That's it guys! See you in next Diaries!

Diaries-32

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Nowadays, I feel too sleepy to wake up. As Hall day is coming up, the works for the hall that I am doing, finishes around around 12am everyday. This makes my sleeping time decreasing.

Anyways, I woke up at 7am as usual. Today's breakfast was Dosa and two chutney, which is potato and coconut. Around 10am, Me my friends Jijo and his hallmate John, Vivilia attended the mass today.

Today's Bible reading had given me a message from God, through the Bible verses.

But to those of you who are listening to me, I say: Love your enemies, do good to those who hate you, bless those who curse you, pray for those who mistreat you. If anyone strikes you on one cheek, offer him the other cheek as well, and should someone take your cloak, let him have your tunic as well. Give to everyone who begs from you, and do not demand the return of what is yours from the one who has taken it.

                                    Luke 6: 27-30

After I came from the church, I went to hall and I had my lunch. Around 2pm, I had done my laundry work. Around 4:30pm, I went the garden to help, for the upcoming Martin hall's Vatika, which is tomorrow. 

I had my dinner in my room, as I brought some extra lunch for dinner from the mess.

Now, I have to go for the wall painitng work.

That's it guys! See you in next Diaries!

Diaries-31

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Today, We have Christian studies exam and so I woke up as soon as I could, because I felt sleepy.  Today's Exam was a little difficult for me. Though I didn't study, But I managed to write it. After I finished my exam, I came back to my hall with hunger. Today's bread was not satisfied to me and I felt my energy to be low. I started watching Netflix for this K-Drama called, 'LOVE NEXT DOOR'. 

After I had my lunch, I spent my time with my Mom, through Phone. Around 4pm, I went to west Tambaram with my friend Pragatharshitha, to buy some accessories, as Hall day is coming up.

I came back around 5pm and I slept for 2hrs.

I had my dinner and I started cleaning my wardrobe, by vibing with the songs alone. I felt some peace today, as my roommate Nancili went to her hometown😁😆. The sense of peace and feel, that I own this room alone makes me happy 😊. But still, I hope she could come back soon to the hall.

Now, at 9:30pm, we have residents meeting and also, with the continuation of wall painitng. 

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Diaries-30

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Previous Diary's continuation: After I saw the rehearsal of our Team Melody, I went back to upstairs for wall painting. Though we started late than the usual timing, we finished most our drawings and paintings. I helped my hall mates with what I could. Me and my hall mate Riya, vibed with Hindi songs, by singing and dancing, which made our day, a Joyful one. The painting work was finished 75 percentage. We wrapped up this work by 11:30pm. I couldn't sleep till 12:30, because I slept in the evening.

Today, I woke up late than my usual timing. I was given OD by my hall, as It is our last hall event of this academic year. I went to canteen at 9am with my friend Vidhya from the department of Chemistry and also, my hall mate. 

We enjoyed till the end of the program. In-between I came back to hall, to have my lunch and I slept for 2 hrs. Around 7pm, the valedictory was announced and Selaiyur hall is the winner of the Octavia. Now, We have a batch meeting for the first year UG.

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Diaries-29

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I woke up late today, as I felt too sleepy to wake up on time. After I got ready, I went to canteen to have my breakfast.

My first hour was Literary forms by DA sir. Today's class was very interesting, where sir always ask questions related to Philosophy, Political science, economics, etc.., where I always try to guess it but end in vain. Today, he asked many questions related to the birthdays of the political persons such as APJ Abdul Kalam, Our Prime minister, Home minister and also, he asked us to learn the history of our college. It was full of fun.

My second hour was Tamil period, where he taught about the first six poems of Kambaramayanam.

My third hour was GC physics, where mam had taught about the lunar eclipse.

My fourth hour was British literature by DC mam, where mam told the interesting facts about the coffeehouse. My last hour was SHE/HEL by MW mam, where She had given Papers and conducted seminars.

Today around 2:15pm, I went for Tefillah prayer meeting, which is our department prayer cell. It was very different from the previous prayer meetings. We prayed for those who wrote in the paper during our exhibition. We got 86 prayer requests, where people wrote their praying wishes to God. We were divided into 6 teams, where each time got 15 papers to pray each of their wishes. It was ended around 4:50pm. I came back to hall at 5pm and I slept at 5:30pm and woke up at 7:15pm. I had my dinner, which is Idly and sambar around 7:30pm. 

We were having our rehearsals for Deepwoods and Now, I am seeing the rehearsals for tomorrow's Octavia.

That's it guys! See you in next Diaires!

Diaries-28

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My day starts at 6:30am. As I had my head bath, I went straightly to the canteen to have my breakfast. 

My first hour was english hour and we didn't have that period as sir is on leave.

My second hour was HEL&SHE by JJ sir, where we had discussion about the post war england.

My third hour was British literature by GU sir, where we had a discussion about the novel called Pamela.

My fourth hour was Tamil by vijay sir and he was on leave today.

My last hour was British literature by DP mam, where we had discussion about Dr. Faustus.

Today, I went to SCM for prayer fellowship in Bishop Heber hall at 2:10pm. The Bible discussion was led by Deborah Mam. The topic that she taught was THE TONGUE.

The tongue we use is the small part of the body but, it is the powerful weapon we use, and we have to be very careful in using it or else, it will turn into fire.

The tongue has the power of life and death,
    and those who love it will eat its fruit.

                                        Proverbs 18:21

 

I didn't attend fully. After the Bible discussion, I went to MMIP, to attend the Think Tank Discussion at 3:15pm.

Today's discussion was Holistic learning in Higher education: a mirage or reality?

It was very interesting to attend and the discussion was mind blowing, that never felt tired of watching the discussion. 

Towards the end, we had a newspaper Quiz. It was very interesting and intellectual with deep thinking. 

In the end, we took a picture and sir bought their favourites in the Papados Cafe. I couldn't eat anything as I am not feeling well and the food was tempting.

I came back to hall at 6pm, where I had a short nap, as I felt tired.

I ate congee with pomegranate and apple as a dinner.

Now, we are doing a rehearsal for the Deepwoods.

That's it guys! See you in next Diaries!

Diaries-27

Hello everyone! Welcome back to my diaries!

 My day starts at 7am as I woke up late today. After I got ready, I went to canteen to have my breakfast. 

My first hour was British literature, which is handled by DP mam. 

My second hour was Literary forms, which is handled by SR sir.

My third hour was VE Christian studies, which is handled by MSJ sir.

My fourth hour was english, which is handled by DW sir.

I went to my hall a soon as the fourth hour was finished. 

I slept for 1 hour as I didn't have a good sleep yesterday and I was busy in helping for the hall wall painting.

Today's lunch was buttermilk gravy and potato fry.

Around 2:35, I went to principal's residence for Bible study.

I never thought that, Wilson sir would be there for Bible study, as Principal's wife would be taking care of the Bible study most of the time.

I came back around 4:30pm to the hall.

 After that, I had a phone call with my mom for one and a half hours.

Today, we had a general body meeting for the Hall day budget.

It started at 8:40pm and ended at 9:10pm.

Now, I am going to help the people for wall painitng and I will be busy for the rehearsal, for the deepwoods .

That's it guys! See you in next blog!

Diaries-26

Hello everyone! Welcome back to my Diaries!

My day starts at 6:30am. As I woke up, I had my bath and had my breakfast, which is Idly and sambar.

My first hour was British literature which is handled by DA sir. The whole hour was like a motivational speech for us and it felt like a booster to me.

My second hour was Christian studies which is JAK sir.

My third hour was HEL/SHE which is handled by MW mam.

I didn't have my language class, because sir went on a trip.

My last hour was Literary forms which is handled by JAK sir.

He asked us to write something, which we keep it as a confidential, which we keep it as a secret from everyone.

He asked us to write it so that, if it is a Bad memories, we can crush our paper after writing it and we can throw it away like a waste, so that it will go away from our heart. As sir mentioned, 

It proves that Writing is a Therapy.

After I had my lunch, I washed my clothes.

Around 5:30pm, I went to a tailor shop to get back my stitched blouse, which is near to the Heber gate. I went with my friend Sarumitha, where we spent our time in the Juice shop.

I came back to my hall around 6:40pm.

Today I read newspaper and I found this news to be interesting. 

This museum in Croatia, was built to chase our negativity, which gives a natural laughing Therapy and to bring our inner child. It's filled with fun games just to make laugh. 

It's an interesting and nice initiative to do.

That's it guys! See you in next blog!

Diaries-25

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My day starts at 7:30 am. Today, I woke up late due to the Games Fury, that happened yesterday. I was so tired, walking back and forth from my hall to Selaiyur hall and also the wall painting, that we are doing for the hall day.

I had my breakfast, which is Dosa with potato and coconut chutney. Around 10am, Me and my friend Jijo went to church and later, Vivilia and her sister Vilodia came to the church.

Today's mass was very good and especially, sermon was so good and felt like a lesson to me. It reflected on the book of Prophet Jeremiah, as it goes like this,

⁵ This is what the Lord says:

“Cursed is the one who trusts in man,
    who draws strength from mere flesh
    and whose heart turns away from the Lord.
⁶ That person will be like a bush in the wastelands;
    they will not see prosperity when it comes.
They will dwell in the parched places of the desert,
    in a salt land where no one lives.

⁷ “But blessed is the one who trusts in the Lord,
    whose confidence is in him.
⁸ They will be like a tree planted by the water
    that sends out its roots by the stream.
It does not fear when heat comes;
    its leaves are always green.
It has no worries in a year of drought
    and never fails to bear fruit.

                                   Jeremiah 17: 5-8

This Bible verse really gave a lesson to make my life goes on.

After the mass was ended, we came back to our halls. Today's lunch was sambar and Cabbage fry.

I had a good sleep for one and a half hours. I woke up at around 4pm. 

As Martin hall's Vatika is coming up, we are preparing ourselves to make our hall garden better.

As now is 9:15pm, I am writing this Blog, but doesn't mean that my Today's diary is over.

At 9:30pm, I have to help them for our wall painting in the upstairs, which is for the upcoming hall day.

That's it guys! See you in next diaries!

Diaries-24

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My day starts at 7am. I got ready for my exam but before that, I went out near Corley school, to have my breakfast as today's breakfast was bread. My Christian studies was very easy for me, but I don't know how much mark I am gonna score. It was full of Gospel related questions and I was able to write the answers correctly, because of my mom's daily Bible teachings or else, I would be in a cliff hanger. 

After I finished my exam, I straightly went to Selaiyur hall for Games fury, as I am in the chess competition. I am a good chess player, but not as my dad. I was so nervous, that I forgot my opponent, that he had given a cliffhanger to my queen. Because of that, I totally lost in the game.

 From my hall, me and my cultural secretary cabinet D.J.Hephzi akka played in representing Barnes hall. Though we both lost in the first round, the funny thing is that, our both opponent was from Selaiyur hall.

Around 4:30pm, me and my friend Pragatharshita, my hall friend, went to west Tambaram to buy fruits as well as to change glass temper of the phone. I came back to my hall and I headed towards the selaiyur hall, as it was valedictory time. The winner of the Games fury was Bishop Heber hall.

This is my first time, attending Selaiyur hall event, as I missed watching Moonshadow event because I went home due to some unreasonable reasons. 

Today I learned a big lesson. It is not to speak too much. If I speak open heartedly, many people judged me, including, 'my close friend' where I was deeply hurt by her behaviour. It's better to be alone not speaking to anyone with quite and calm face, without showing my emotions. The only person, who are there for me is my parents and especially mom and not to forget some 'Bible verse' , which keeps my life running. Sometimes our friends are not trustable to share something. Because of this, my inferiority complex is again showing up, though I am trying to reduce it.

Today, I Saw Bible verse in the selaiyur hall from Paul to thessalonians, to only grab good things and throw away our bad things. It's like sudden motivation to me when I read this verse.

That's it guys! See you in next blog!

DIARIES-21

 HELLO EVERYONE! WELCOME BACK TO MY BORING DIARIES!

MY DAY STARTS AT 6:30am. AS I HAD MY BATH AND AROUND 7:15am, I STARTED TO REVISE MY EXAMS AS TODAY'S EXAM IS BRITISH LITERATURE. AROUND 8:15am, I WENT TO CANTEEN, TO HAVE MY BREAKFAST, AS I ALWAYS GOES TO CANTEEN EVERYDAY, JUST TO HAVE IDLY. AFTER THAT, I WENT TO MY CLASS, TO REVISE MY EXAM PORTIONS AND ALSO, TO DISTRACT THE FEAR TOWARDS THE EXAM, I HAD A CHAT WITH MY FRIENDS, TO WRITE AT EASE, FOR THE EXAM. THE EXAM WENT WELL FOR ME, BUT I DON'T NOW, HOW MUCH MARK I AM GONNA SCORE. AFTER I FINISHED MY EXAMS, I WENT AND SAT IN THE BOTANY TANK TO HAVE A FUN CHAT WITH VAISHNAVI AND VIJAY AND VEDA TOO. I WENT TO CLASS FOR FOURTH HOUR BUT BEFORE THAT, I HAD A BRUNCH, WHICH WAS VEDA'S BREAKFAST. I HAD TOMATO RICE AS MY BRUNCH. MY FOURTH HOUR WAS ENGLISH HOUR, WHICH IS HANDLED BY DW SIR. IT WAS LIKE AN ADVICE FOR US BASED ON LOVE AND LIFE JOURNEY, INSTEAD OF A LECTURE. MY LAST HOUR WAS GC PHYSICS, BY NIRMAL SIR. HE GAVE US A QUIZ BASED ON STARS FOR II CA.

 AFTER THAT, I WENT TO THE DEPARTMENT TO GET SIGNATURE FOR THE ATTENDANCE. I WENT TO MY HALL AROUND 1:45am, AND HAD MY LUNCH. I HAD A PHONE CALL WITH MY MOM, WHICH WAS LASTED FOR HALF AN HOUR AND THEN, I SLEPT LIKE A LOG FOR TWO AND A HALF HOURS. SINCE I AM HAVING TYPHOID, I ALWAYS TAKES REST FOR MORE THAN AN HOUR. I WOKE UP AT 5:30pm AND HAD FRUITS AS MY EVENING SNACK SUCH AS APPLE AND POMEGRANATE. I HAD A PHONE CALL WITH VEDA, TO CLEAR MY DOUBTS REGARDING TOMORROW'S EXAM, WHICH IS SHE/HEL. AFTER THE ROLL CALL, I HAD IDLY AND SAMBAR AS MY DINNER. TILL NOW, I AM STUDYING, BUT TO HAVE A BREAK, I STARTED WRITING THIS BORING DIARIES.

THAT'S IT GUYS! SEE YOU IN MY NEXT BORING DIARIES!

Poem: Longing for my past

There are sometimes, where I had my bad memories,

Where I used to cry so much,

Where I regret for my actions till now,

Where I lost myself with loneliness,

Where I lost someone precious,

Where I had my past, With a mixture of sadness and longing.

But, there are sometimes, where I had good memories,

Where I had my happiness at its peak,

Where my actions would helped someone,

Where I was found by someone,

To lean on, to share my worries.

The longing towards the past is not that easy.

People say “move on from the past”,

But the past I had is not easy to move on,

I wish I can time travel to the past,

To enjoy my Lifetime memories with my loved ones.

So, cherish the past with Joyable memories!

When you are being honest... Short stories of my life-6

Hello everyone! Welcome back to my short stories!

When we want to depend on someone, there is something that values, that is Honest and Trust. Honesty plays a major role in our life.

When we tell everything in an honest manner, it not only shows how we are, but also it shows how reliable we are.

I am always honest to my parents, as well as to my brother. They trust you so much that, if you break their trust, it shows how dishonest, we are.

But, there may be times, where we have to hide something from them. Don't keep that secret for too long, instead just break the truth with honest.

That's the reason, I'll share each and every thing to my mom, as well as to my dad. 

I even told my mom, that I have crush on someone, and I told my mom that, I'll take a look or sight at boys and she never judged me.

I know some people don't have any person, to rely and trust someone. Try to find someone, who is really honest in everything, so that you can rely on.

In the Bible, Job is the best example of how to be honest to God. Though, he faced many struggles, still his trust and honest didn't go down for God.

Proverbs 19:1 – Better is the poor man who walks in his integrity than one who is perverse in his lips, and is a fool.

So guys, HONESTY IS THE BEST POLICY!

WHATEVER THE PROBLEMS WE FACE, JUST BE HONEST!

Diaries-23

Hello everyone! Let's start!

My day starts at 6:30 am. As I woke up and had my bath, I started to watch youtube shorts and insta reels. Around 8:30am, My friend Vidhya called me to have breakfast. Today's menu in my hall is Dosa with potato and coconut chutney. We had our breakfast, with chatty conversation. Around 9:50 am, I left the hall to go to church with Vivilia and Jijo. 

When we went there, my father was standing there, while waiting for me. I went near to my DAD, where I introduced my friends to him. Vivilia was shocked with my dad's friendly behaviour, while Jijo was Flabbergasted, to see my DAD there. It's like a surprise visit for them.

 I didn't go for mass, and I went to Padi Saravana stores for shopping. As our hall day is coming up on March 1st, I don't have any saree to own. So I bought two sarees, through my Mom's video call, where she selected saree for me. After that, I went around the floor, to buy some things for my house. 

As I am having typhoid, he bought me Bananas, and he bought me tender coconut, as it is good for health and it heals and decrease the level of typhoid fever. 

As I craved for my dad's cooking, I asked dad to cook tomato rice for me and it tasted like heaven to me, but it was little spicy for me.

While we were travelling to Padi, I enjoyed watching the view of Chennai and on my way, we saw the CMBT bus stand for the first time in our life. Though there are some construction of CMRL, it took time for us to reach there.

Around 3:45pm, I reached the hall, where my dad bid goodbye for me and he left to our home. I slept for one hour and had my fruits.

That's it guys! See you on next Diaries!

When I have Inferiority Complex... Short stories of my life-5

Hello everyone! Welcome back to my short stories.

When I was a child, I used to have this inability called inferiority complex. This is like a serious disease like disorder, where we let ourselves down to others. 

It's like feel demotivated to things always to someone. I felt this during my school days and also in the college, but this complex has been decreased.

I used to think that, others are better than me in everything, while I used to lower down myself. Maybe, this was the reason I didn't have a friends to be called and that's also the reason, I hate my school. I didn't feel the attachment towards the school, maybe because of this reason. I used to feel jealous of others, because my personality is not good to others and I used to cry for this.

Though, I have a supportive and understanding family to encourage me, but school is the place, where we learn to stand by ourself. I didn't have the opportunity to do so. I used to quiet to others and I used to think that, what if say something to them, that they will feel hurt? 

It was very severe, when I was in school days. I don't want to share it deep here.

Even now in college days, sometimes I'll be quiet of what if I hurt with or without knowing my actions?  

It's good that I have good friends and happy environment that surrounds me😊. This complex happened to me because of the social conditions in school, where I felt that school is a lonely place for me.

SO GUYS, BE YOURSELF AND LOVE YOURSELF! DON'T LET OTHERS TO JUDGE YOU! HAVE A GOOD ATMOSPHERE SO THAT, YOU WON'T FEEL THIS INABILITY LIKE WHAT I HAD!

Diaries-22

Hello everyone! Welcome to my diaries!

Before I start writing my daily life, I am 

 happy to share that, this is my 51st blog, and I have completed writing Half Century blogs😄. 

My day starts with fear towards the exam. I woke up at 6:30am and I had my bath. I started revising my exam portion, as today's exam was literally Hell for me, that is SHE/HEL. Never ever in my life, I had an worst experience towards the exams, which I never faced. I hope that, I could get a pass mark atleast in this exam. 

After the exam was ended, I went around roaming the campus with Vivila, and had a brunch, which was a Brinjal rice from veda's breakfast. After I had my brunch, I went for fourth hour language, and wrote the names for attendance, as vijay sir asked me to write a name list for attendance. 

I went to meet Rufus sir for

Mentor-Mentee meeting. As sir mentioned that, for the daily bloggers, he would gives us a book to read freely and our only work to do is to review the book.

 

He gave me some books, where I have to choose one and read. He mentioned that, this was the book, that gave knowledge about what consistency is. So, I took this book for free. Actually, this was the newly covered book. So I took it as an opportunity to grab the chance to read, whenever I have the free time.

 Thank you Rufus sir, for giving me this book.😆

I went to my hall and had my lunch. Around 2pm, I went to Library to have a fun time with my friends, but also at the same time, I studied GC Physics for exams, while listening to the songs😌.

I went to railway station to drop my friend Veda, but we kept talking for nearly one hour in the bench and I left for west Tambaram to buy fruits.

That's it guys! See you on next Diaries!